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farewell inang...

2009-07-25T04:06:00.001-07:00

Almost end of the summer waah few more weeks haiiz, long time no post eh? well this summer is really really boring, we was suppose to go in the beach this weeek but something bad came up, something really really bad. last night I dream about my inang maria (my dad's mom)I'm not really thinking about her those time but it just came up, well we can't go to beach because inang's cancer is getting worst I'm not actually sure if it's cancer, but the day before yesterday my dad call up, he said lumalala daw ung sakit ni inang then the next day he went in the philippines waah, I want to say sorry for everything we've done, I wanna go there in the Philippines I want to see her for the last time, but I guess, I can only see her only in my dreams from now on..., my dad said she's going to rest later this day, 4:59 AM, rest in piece inang maria, all of my cousins my family isn't going to be in here changing the world everyday, Maria Dimaya Angeles. RIP.

crap

2009-07-14T03:31:00.000-07:00

lol, times getting faster and faster, and probably one day I'm in the school again, wooh, well I'm really tired of things. mowing the lawn, watering the grass and much more haiiz passin here and oh yeah I miss ftalk even IF i went there a lot I mean the old Ftalk I know it's just going away and away, and at last i know what I feel, it's a strong positive emotion of regard and affection, lol. crap passin to post I miss my blog I'll change the layout soon

free

2009-06-29T02:12:00.000-07:00

it summer, and I don't want to waste this only time to have fun to do everything we want!, well you know when school still exist lol I mean when there still school everything I want is just summer some free day, but now I'm getting bored everyday, I just want to do new things, I want to know things I never knew before, I want to see the unseen things, I want new, new face, new life new stories to know, well that doesn't mean that I want to forget, I just want to explore more, words can't explain this feeling, I just wanna let go of my self get out and feel free. well everyday now, because of boredom, I water the plants for the sake of them to live, I don't want them just dying because they live too, and after that I'm probably going to sleep or just go to my computer it's very hot outside that water evaporates very fast well you really can stay long or your toast, getting very random here again, well because I'm bored I'm being spoiled lol, I wanna buy a new processor for this pc I had, I upgrade the graphics add more ram and hard drive the only thing that hasn't change is the processor, I'm gonna buy i7 intel core one of the best selling in the market today, well my pc will turn 3 years old this summer, gladly this pc proves that we can keep our things working or unbroken because every gadget we had broke in less than a year, two of our computer which we easily broke, gladly this one doesn't, and I guess because of being curious how things work in PC I mean I always get curious on how things work so I started learning things about it, that's why I want a processor :], maybe the easiest one to know or the hardest one (it defend) is a person. lol maybe I'm getting nonsense again I guess I better take some rest, oh well it's been lot of typing well I really just wanna practice typing there's nothing more to do, well if you're reading this well wow and tnx your a quite reader tehre well time for me to rest, a song always help me type this words. what I'm listening to - regina spektor- the call(I hope that can help you type what's on your mind too :])

Slumdog Millionaire

2009-06-16T21:55:00.000-07:00

I just watch this truly unbelievable movie, won the best picture and and best director for 2009. The movie was set in India, and it really amaze me, it was so dramatically great. They show the life that no one would ever imagine exist like in our country, the child who search for trash, it's truly amazing, there's action, drama, even some parts that would make you laugh at 1st you'll probably br confue of the movie but it all make sense in the end, it's the best movie I ever see in my life, I just want you to watch it, it shows what are really in the world, what really is happening :] and how things can change, habang may buhay mag pag asa :], just watch it; it was greatt!

My Review of Bush - Vantage Cherry Corner Computer Desk

2009-06-12T08:10:00.001-07:00

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What We Like About The Vantage Cherry Corner Computer Desk

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great desk build by 3 kids :]

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Pros: Space Saver, Easy To Clean, Attractive Design

Cons: Difficult To Assemble

Best Uses: Smaller Offices

Describe Yourself: Midrange Shopper

Primary use: Personal

Hmm, we build this for 5-6 hours, well it was worth of something though, it's attractive design make me by it, and build it too. Well I'm 15, and my brothers was 9 and 13 years old that helped that probably make us took 6 hours to build it, but it was great, you just need patience and common sense I guess. Well overall this desk is great :]. well we're just kids I don't know about you guys over there.

the desk with my pc

: Picture of Product

hmm another one

: Picture of Product

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100 Truths :)

2009-06-08T22:05:00.000-07:00

100 Truths. XD

I just saw it from iana's blog.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = water.
2. last phone call = dad.
3. last text message = karen carla.
4. last song you listened to = No Boundaries by Kris Allen.
5. last time you cried = today...

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = Nah.
7. been cheated on = noo?
8. kissed someone and regretted it = Nope.
9. lost someone special = Yes.
10. been depressed = Yes.
11. been drunk and threw up = Nah.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Orange.
13. Gray.
14. Yellow.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = Yes.
16. Fallen out of love = Yes.
17. Laughed until you cried = Yes.
18. Met someone who changed you = yes definitely :)
19. Found out who your true friends were = Yes.
20. Found out someone was talking about you = maybe
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list = Noo.

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life = lots of themm.
24. Do you have any pets = tapny my monster lol.
25. Do you want to change your name = noo :)
26. What did you do for your last birthday = Eat whole day XD
27. What time did you wake up today = 1:32 pm haha
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = watching movies.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = philippines few more months and uhm her
30. Last time you saw your Mother = A while ago. :))
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = foolishness
32. What are you listening to right now = Without you - Charlie Wilson
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Scott = Scott? yup :) 2 years ago it was a blackmail for my friend girl's crush haha
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = Nothing. :))
35. Most visited webpage = FTALK,FS,BLog, PL :))
37. Nicknames = pat, tap, kuya :)
38. Relationship Status = complicateddd :)
39. Zodiac sign = Taurus.
40. Male or female? = male
41. Elementary? = clever lane devolopment school
42. Highschool = clever alnd development school :)
43. College = next 1 to 3 years :P
44. Hair colour = transparent lol kidding black
45. Long or short = short XD
46. Height = 5'3.5 :P gettin taller woosh
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = yeaah
48. What do you like about yourself? = i dunnoo..
49. Piercings = noneeeeeeee
50. Tattoos = Noooooooneee
51. Righty or lefty = Righty
FIRSTS:
52. First surgery = weh in my arm :)
53. First piercing = none
54. First best friend = Lea Esguerra till now :)
55. First sport you joined = uhmm track
56. First vacation = pampanga I guess? we always go somewhere XD
58. First pair of trainers = nooneee

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = nope
60. Drinking = addicted to water
61. I'm about to = get more wateerr haha
62. Listening to = i dunno da tittle but iana's playlist XD
63. Waiting on = kyogree, for answerr

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? = maybee
65. Get Married? = yeaaaah to da ryt want i wisshh
66. Career? = haha soooooooooooooooooooon

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes = eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = dunno both...
69. Shorter or taller = tallllerrr
70. Older or Younger = Youngerr
71. Romantic or spontaneous = Romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Stomach.
73. Sensitive or loud = Loud.
74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Trouble maker.

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger = lol noo
77. Drank hard liquor = no
78. Lost glasses/contacts = noo.
79. Sex on first date = lol noo
80. Broken someone's heart = yeah
81. Had your own heart broken = yeah by foolish action
82. Been arrested = yeaah
83. Turned someone down = yeaah
84. Cried when someone died = maybe :) it depends if I want that person die lol kidding :)
85. Fallen for a friend? = yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = hmm sometimes
87. Miracles = yeah
88. Love at first sight = yeah
89. Heaven = dunno
90. Santa Claus = yeah, I believe to my mom :)
91. Kiss on the first date = noo
92. Angels = yeaah
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf? = noo
95. Did you sing today? = yeaah alot XD
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = noo
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = starting on may 20 2009 I guess
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?=my bday :)
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = damn yeah :)
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = yeaaah XD

If you're reading this, you're TAGGED! Post something in your blog and HAVE FUN! ;)

I miss Ftalk

2009-06-07T06:23:00.000-07:00

this was before now I completely...

I'd been banned now for two weeks but I can't wait to go back, these following days I learn some things, that I'll never forget things that teach me a lot, I'll never forget a person who climbs to their roof, and I'll never forget a person that make me speechless like now ughhh... We sometimes been blind by love but that doesn't make us to stop on loving someone, mostly because we believe that the person we love will love us back, but now for me I think it's too late, because Ms. Never Ending ILY is right, we love once, no more chances. This is just a brief message. I'll miss Kyogre and Justin so much, I'll miss talking to those two, Kyogrobong lols, someone hack his friendster that's why he doesn't have one and he's always beside his master and justin, jostong lols that her Guardian Angel, he's always there for her, he even go to philippines for her, he's good at poetry too and the only driver on the three of them, he always besides of her of his(I'm confuse what's da ryt one XD) amo too. Without them, I'm probably stuck here thinking of some wrong decisions, they tell me what's Ms. Never Ending ILY is. I'm really speechless when it come to this, this thing, well this thing would stay to my heart forever, sorry I can't talk straight :) when I'm talking about this. Well I'll be staying on Ftalk for a while again then banned again, I'm going back to philippines in our lupa and bukids in the province there where's fresh air would make me think of my future, there where's no internet no PC, where I can F5 my mind. I finally realize that you can't make someone feel that you loved them until there's still some pain on their heart :) and I'm the caused of that pain I believe that I would learn how to love her once again, and I finally realize that I did, I love you so much Ms. Never Ending ILY :]

school ends, summer starts :)

2009-06-05T01:34:00.000-07:00

did you see that bus? it's all glowing waiting for us to load and say goodbye to this hallway, this school, this work, outside that door it's heaven -Michael lee said that, our class was the 1st one to leave, we're just walking we're in the front and everything is like sinking away, I want to stop for a while and look back to the school but, I just keep on walking through the door just keep on walking and walking, outside some is happy some is not, someone's hugging someone's holding, it's our time to rest and take some time to choose what will be the next step of our life will be on.

wooh summer is comin!

2009-05-28T20:33:00.001-07:00

haha, long time no see eh?, well been bc dis days, and luckily I past and got commended too! washu, bwahha, just found out ewah my bro has some allergies, and my mom so worry he could go to hospital hope he's ok, damn he get sicked when it is summer wah!, that should when we had school XD well,, I'm not writin now for years probably cuz of laziness, or sumthin, I'm iterd, I want to rest for a while go somewhere where no one is where I can rest my whole mind and refresh my unpredictable mind, I'm sick and so tired of everything, I don't know if I can continue walking to this path of life, but one thing is for sure, my heart say stop, pls stop, damn pls stop. I wanna give up and take some time to think why am i in here? all my goals are probably done or just left unfinished, but for now I wanna go somewhere where no one is. so random, things getting deeper deeepe, I just gave some fansigns, or my last fansignss, hope sir tunie grant my access, ciao everyone, I'll be off for a while to search my self take care I'll be bakk someday

write write!

2009-05-21T20:09:00.000-07:00

uhm no time to post, well so here some old writings of mine, from last year

rainy day :)

2009-05-16T16:58:00.001-07:00

well summer is almost near, I thought it would be all hot now woosh, well then it rains waah, it was pretty boring day because of the rain, it's kinda make my my mood on what's the days, haha well pretty bored here though, I'm just passin there's lot to write but ughh, I just just don't wanna type for a while, I'll be passin, I miss everything woosh it been almost a week since I last post :). 12 days before summer, time is so fast, can't believe it's been years since rockstars was created, it's bince a year since I was 14 and it's been a year since I fell inlove, oh yeah it's been a year since we got back in the united states and been a year since I registered at ftalk, I just can't realize and imagine how many things has passed by one by one :) well ope you'll had a nice day

woosh mai dream plan comes to life :)

2009-05-10T06:37:00.000-07:00

Mother's Day, is today hapi mothers day haha! this morning probably 6 am I was dreaming of having a plan to surprise my mom, I was planning we're gonna hide in (our 52 inch tv) but when we're gonna stand up and say Happy Mothers Day boom the tv fall to the ground lol then I Wake up luckily it was all a dream hahah, then it was 7:01 am at that time hmmm, so I think I'll do it, so 1st I search for songs mother songs of curs, so I choose awit kay inay by carol banawa (I lyk dat song since I 1st heard it) and Your My only one or nutritious one by sharon cuneta wah this song was hard to find it took me 18 mins to search this, then after that I played it over and over then my bro troy wake up probably bcuz of da song that was so loud :) well after that I get our big drawing board and write a big happy mother's day in the front and there's my letter in the back, I was plannin to write my letter but I get tired lol I just print it (my letter was in the net in ftalk :P) then after that, I force my bro's to write letter instead of playin games or sandbox as they said, I tell them that we're not here because cuz of her, wala ung haws na2, our pc, laptops is not here also our money games everything! so troy write a letter gladly well dan it's very hard to talk to dan so I just let him do it in his way :), well glady he do it also, then after that I'm planning to out their letters in our dinner table and take all the stuffs over there away, then put a small tall plastic tree in the center lol to make ir look weird , then I put our letters over tehre and then we'll hide to our 52 inch tv, haha then I plug my ipod to da tv then chk if it works and yes it did work (i mean the music) well then after dat I put a left sign (the way where's our dinner table our and when u go straight there's the tv.) then when we heard our mom's car booom I Call troy nand2 na si meh! we ran and so to him then we go straight behind the TV of curs I get my big poster card(the happy mothers day) and then gladly she read my left sign and turn left woosh then she see the weird lookin table I arrange haha then when we hear her laugh a bit we turn the music on thru the TV u can hear it in da dinner table too so she heard it then look then we stand up and said happy mothers day luckily the tv don't fall! then it was all success my si mae super uber kiper chuper saya!

haii buhaiii, bili ka nlang monay xD

2009-05-09T18:50:00.000-07:00

hmm, ready to be a father eh? well it's really hard if your da kuya and your parents and not here and you had two makulet brothers (dan and troy) it's hard to keep up, I mean it's hard to say "hoy mga tae kain nah keo, ayaw neo kuh gayahin mataba" but it's hard and useless they simple reply "maitim ka naman" XD, see! haha, well today moms not here again and I'm the one who's in charge for everything except of uronging :P well, this morning my mom let me use the rav 4 for da 1st time cuz I'm officially 15!! woosh yes! then b4 dat I was mowing the loan so to dan, but der sumthin in da mower maybe a bad spirite everytime we move it it stops uggh, so I just plan to clean the rav 4 because the last time we clean it was 4 months ago xD, so I disturb or interrupt troy when he was playin counter strike(lol he's addicted to it) haha gladly he come and we clean the rav 4 wooh well of course we play with the water also Xd, then when I was going to vaccum the car (inside of curz) there was a cake in the back chair lol, my mom said that it was the cake for my b-day lol it was for may 1, it was may 1 since it was in the car lol that means it's been there for 8 days lol glady it is still ok and yummy thing was the cake is late for 8 days xD, well then after we clean the car, well we all PDT bro's just go inside and all play counter strike source as we use to be, but after it I go ftalk of curz then type sumtim for kokak, there was no one to talk that tym xD, then woosh my mom is goin to work and call me and said that I need to wash the dishes weh I said no, I never like to wash my bro's plate ewww, so I just said that mag lalaba nalang aq, well it's easy to wash clothes here just put it on the washer and wait for probably 50 mins then put it on dryer and wait 40 mins done, well after dat I get tired sa pag tutupi ng damit xD, I never like that, kasi palpak aq sa pag tupi ng damit weh, well after after that I ate my b-day cake (i put it on da freezer 1st weh) then after that waaah, I need to dilig the bermuda grass waah so hard well we had sprinkler btw, so ginamit ko nlang un (laziness) den I take a bath for like 1 and 30 mins lol after I ot back the water outside was flooding T.T weh then I'm here haha kinda long i guees?

Kokak Malow

2009-05-09T14:33:00.000-07:00

Kokak Malow aka Malow :lol:

What's your first impression of that member?

haha my 1st impression to this member woosh, just quiet person just very nice person here and would do anything she want, hmm I forget what's my 1st impression to her dat's very long time agooo, well I just remember that she just kinda tell me that just post here post post because I was just a noob here at that time :lol: and I think she's active and just a simple member here :) hahha also b4 I"m in ftalk, my 1st impression to her is she's rich :eh: and uhmm text so much and aah just a girl :P

How did you become friends in ftalk?

actually she invite me to ftalk and to rockstars :lol:, and that's why I'm here that's why I typing here, well we met in yahoo messenger actually my bro daniel (Francis115) is the one who found out about Malow in friendster they start chatting and txt everyday lol my bro was so addicted on txting that tym :lol:, I started talking to her over there when I see her js profile, it was cool the layout was made by NOSIOJ, one of the best laymaker here in ftalk Then I ask on how she got those cool js layouts, lol I'm addicted to fs those times so much xD so I really want those layouts, so she tell it to me, but I don't really get it on how to put js layout on that time xD, so I give up then she tell me that just go to friendstertalk and I'll know everything over there :lol: then when I got back here in United States, well we had no school summer here that time (may to august) I create an ftalk account and meet her in ftalk too, that time was in the off topic i guess and I just talk to her at ym everytime :lol: we really didn't become very close at ftalk as we are now,. maybe because I'm still to shy to know persons that I just met in the net, lol Malow is the 1st 1st person that we ever talk just in the net, she's the 1st one we know, then well we also talk in Rockstars, then we got more close xD, I always then chat about her and always tell the malow and chan love team :lol: then hmm we just talk when we got bored I guess? when there's nothing to do :lol: hmm well I just trust her because she's one of my 1st 1st friends in ftalk and in ym :lol:

Tell something about her

Malow, hmm she's Marshmallows the favorite thing I lweiz eat and lweiz by myside :drool: like ryt now :lol:

Malow could make you laugh in no time, she funny and when bored she'll do anything for you :lol: anything!! =)

I think she'll just living her life? she's smart and rich :eh: and she's my kokak malow :P she's very friendly of curs, weeeh so hard to explain what about malow hard to explain but i just know she's my special kokak friend :P

and I would do anythin for her of curs :lol: Malow is like malow when u eat it, you would eat more lol :lol: no sense eh? :lol:

What is your message to him?

Hello Kokak, well I just wanna say thanks for everytin for being der all the time, I really dunno how to say tnk u so much for being der ol da time tnx tnx for everythin :gift::gift::gift: lol, it's hard to imagine it's already year since we start chatting and chatting and till now we still know each other and talk talk :lol: wooosh long live to our friendships also to ftalk!

mai gift :thunder:

This is the 1st music vid that I made for someone ;) owkie and this was inspired by da 1st song in ur blog well tnx for everythin :P

new here:)

2009-05-08T20:27:00.000-07:00

well, I really dunno what blog does really mean, I guess just type and type and type? well I just wanna introduce my self i'm adriel patrick causon pagtalunan longalong fajardo dimaya angeles for short pat, woosh, I'm just and ordinary person, who's very proud to be pinoy, just livin peacefully with my life, I just live my life and keep on moving forward and I'll do everything to make you smile until we all breath da air, weeh I'm just a middle person through life, I just enjoy mai life, I had lot
s of struggling but I'll never forget that it's life and I'm not the only one who have those problem too. just don't forget just life our life owkie xD well 1st post :)